Celebrating 15 August in Kashmir ( A Fiction)
Faazil was incensed with a patriotic fervor and an unflinching faith in the democratic credentials of India. Born in a rich family posh Srinagar Locality , Faazil was just six when Mehraj Ud Din, his father and a Delhi based businessman, admitted him in a premier educational institute in Delhi. Even though he had his roots in Kashmir he had grown inherently as an Indian who shared the dominant narrative of Indian mainstream. The ideals of democracy, secularism, equality as enshrined in the constitution of India were too appealing to his senses, polished as they were presented in media, movies and speeches. His father remained too busy in his business empire as to care for Faazil’s knowledge about his roots and no wonder Faazil was swayed by the overwhelmingly, though apparent, kind heartedness shown to the people of his state (Kashmir) by the Indian establishment. The occasional encounters with people from Kashmir in Delhi were not to sow any doubt and erase even an iota of love for India, he considered his motherland showering equal affection over her children.
Faazil was now a mature person employed with a multinational company. However, one day Faazil had to visit Srinagar, his home town in the month of August to attend marriage ceremony of his cousin. As the Independence day of India neared and Faazil was for the first time in his home town in this month of the year he was excited to celebrate it with family and friends. The joy of approaching independence day celebrations overshadowed his excitement to celebrate his cousin’s marriage.
He landed in Srinagar on a sunny day in the first week of August. And by the time he reached his home in Srinagar, the vehicle which he boarded on Srinagar airport was frisked about half a dozen times. He was subjected to a volley of questions which amounted to humiliation in the normal sense of word. However, Faazil interpreted the inconvenience, he was subjected to, as a welcome gesture for it ensured the ‘security’ and ‘dignity’ of people. Over the next few days he moved out to see and visit the famous places in Srinagar. He encountered even worse situation as 15th August was approaching. While people at large were cursing their fate, Faazil was trying to pacify the reservations that had come up in his conscience about his unflinching belief in the fostering care and the fair play of his motherland. Nevertheless, Faazil stood firm in his conviction and expected a grand celebration on 15th August when the lanes would be decorated with different colours and national flags and sweets and wishes exchanged. After all there is no greater a day than the country’s independence day when dreams were realised and the destiny founded after a hard fought and a long drawn struggle.
Finally the day dawned and Faazil got up early in the morning and had a bath. He made the other inmates of his house rise early. He had brought in some gifts which he wished to present as a surprise to his mates and relatives who he was to greet over phone. The day dawned and sunlight beamed in though the window panes. The whole family converged over the breakfast table. Faazil recieved the first shock. He called his friends in Delhi but found the network down and out of service. Faazil took it as a network error and hired the cell phone of his brother with a different cellular network. However, here also Faazil couldn’t contact his friend. He tried his land line phone but only found the boring tone. Faazil felt aghast at this and decided to leave his home on foot to meet and wish his relatives.
While he came out of his home , he was shocked to see the movement of the pedestrians choked, shops closed and streets deserted amidst the entire state apparatus pressed into service. A few state government employees he met were pouring out sighs and anguish as they were feeling themselves fastened in chains to participate in the independence day celebrations.
Elsewhere, there was a terrifying silence. Coupled with all this agony, the brazen display of guns by the men in uniform and their aggressive posturing had finally the effect and Faazil returned back to his home amid increasing palpitation and deep inside him there was a surging transformation. Questions sprang up and he sought the answers.
Meanwhile, the news poured in, ”
the independence day passed off peacefully….
The national flag was raised across Kashmir with all gaiety…
People wished and distributed sweets. ……”.
Faazil felt stunned and wondered ,
“what the celebration brings to our home when
the entire populace is condemned as inhuman
and people at large refuse to toe the official line”
As curiosity surged in Faazil, he engaged an elderly person namely Abdul Salam on the issue in the late afternoon. Abdul Salam made Faazil understand the conflict through the window of history wherein he realised that Kashmir is a case of broken promises, where morality was and is continuously being thrown to winds and where democracy was being raped time and again , all in the midst of roaring buzz of the trumpet of democracy blown by the Indian establishment. Faazil also found that the media which had nourished the love and unflinching faith in India in him was in reality an extending arm of Indian military apparatus in Kashmir.
That night Faazil kept thinking,
“Oppression has engulfed us since long.”
Faazil could hear the cries of those whose dear ones were consumed in the turmoil and felt the sighs of widows left in lurch. His heart melted over those subjected to enforced disappearance and he began to experience the agony their mothers and wives were experiencing in the midst of their hopeless hope of their return.
A metamorphosis enveloped Faazil and he murmured involuntarily,
“we are slaves who don’t have and deserve an independence day. Slaves are disciplined before they think independently and are tied ever increasingly to what serves the ‘national interest’. Slaves are forced to remain in a forced marriage”.
However, as Faazil had developed a habit of celebrating the independence day since his childhood, Abdul Salam made him visit the ‘glowing’ past of Kashmir when rulers like Lalitadatiya and Zain ul Abidin ruled as independent rulers of Kashmir and when the birds roamed free and the gardens bloomed with flowers and the chirping of birds brought happiness to people. This was just to comfort Faazil and to provide some relief for the pain and agony he began to feel.
Faazil, thus, began to feel the flavour of ‘freedom’ in his slavery.
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